Karmic imprints. They accumulate and are latent in ground consciousness or base mind.
This area of psyche gathers up or collects (through the many layers of it’s nature) all the karmic latencies that are gathered over eons of lifetimes.
And the responses to those tendencies create more imprints and here in this reality, on the earth, they are able to be stimulated.
I used to think that we were completely in control of moods via our thoughts–and while that is partially true, the karmic imprints that settle into consciousness awaken in us as experiences of suffering or experiences of happiness which sometimes are seemingly out of our control. I’ve been thinking about karmic latency and habitual tendencies. Do we say something like, ‘Oh that’s just how I am an I can’t help that‘ or what? Just how does it all work anyway? These thoughts that follow are influenced by Buddhist views by the way and they make perfect sense (to me).
Positive or negative karma ,it is said, does not always immediately express itself. These karmic latencies resting within ground consciousness can arise later, even in future lifetimes.
Sometimes I can correlate karmic events to the Nodes of the Moon (North Node, South Node) in an astrology chart–imprints remain in ground consciousness to ripen under the appropriate circumstances. And we can correlate that to aspects to the birth Nodes and the transiting Lunar Nodes. Anyway…
Negative and positive qualities increase due to habitual patterns–if a person tends to be angry again and again then becomes habituated to anger, it creates an increase of anger-latency in the mind. The same is true with positive qualities such as love and compassion. These qualities (either positive or negative) creates the foundation for the mind–ground consciousness. Even in remembering some experience of the past, the remembering of it strengthens the latency.
For these reasons, we should be ever-aware and mindful–otherwise our disturbing emotions gradually increase from day-to-day and lifetime-to-lifetime.
We can create mindfulness latencies in the ground conspicuousness (habitual pattern of mindfulness).
Through meditation we can create positive latencies of love, wisdom and compassion which does overcome negative imprints when meditation is increased to focus on that love, wisdom and compassion.
We are born with a particular proclivities or latent tendencies developed in previous lifetimes. We see this within seconds, minutes, hours of a baby’s birth. Not all babies have the same newborn tendencies—some are restless, some are peaceful, etc. Some children are naturally very kind due to positive latencies developed and imprinted in previous lifetimes into their ground consciousness. Other children are very aggressive due to their own latent tendencies.
Some people are unable to deny themselves their desires and cannot say no to themselves–others can deny themselves but have difficulty saying no to others. Yet, we can change through cultivation of mindfulness or being aware of our tendencies and developing positive virtues where needed.
It seems like another lifetime ago when I asked higher mind/spirit guides [_____ fill in your own preferred word (s) here] a question. (Divination)
I really wanted to know why we were here and what we’re doing here and what the whole bottom-line point to our lives here were about.
And I was told that we are here to develop virtue. And now, many years later, I see how true that answer was; although at the time I wasn’t satisfied with it.
With the correct understanding and with mindfulness in life and developing good qualities through meditation we will be able to develop new latencies, new habitual patterns, new tendencies.
Is that easy? Is being mindful and conscious of our latent habitual tendencies at all times easy? It’s as easy as that — or as difficult. It depends on us.
We can develop positive or negative tendencies throughout life! They come and they go depending upon our own awareness and contribution to the habitual patterns.
Our experience of happiness is based upon ground consciousness no matter which realm we are in. Creating karmic imprints in the present reality results in experiencing their results in the future.
Just like a child who goes to school and studies hard creates an imprint in the mind that allows the child to later on do something with the imprint like become a teacher or a doctor. If there was no type of imprint to start with (no schooling, no education) there would be no possibility of becoming the teacher in the future.
Well, this is all I have time to write on the topic for the moment. I hope some of these words will find their way to the right person at the right time out there in cyber world and in doing so be helpful to that other.
My last blog post was incomplete. I got to thinking about it afterwards–the evolution of our emotional life, that is. We evolve in the way we deal with them–the emotions. I have observed that progression in my life. And it 1,000% correlates with Buddhist teachings–the parallels between my own observations and the teachings being very validating and actually very comforting.
Let me try to explain. You see, in our younger years (there are always exceptions) due to lack of experience/immaturity, we tend to act out our emotions. When we are feeling overwhelmed by the intensity of the wave of feelings that occur when emotions arise, what we tend to do before we know any better is to act out in some way, we re-act.
No matter the chronological age of the individual who is experiencing the emotion, immaturity or ignorance causes us to have a particular view of emotion. The reaction may be to run away from the situation or stimuli that triggered the surge of emotion in order to relinquished or release the energy. Therefore, the individual does not examine their own inner response. The don’t hang out with the emotion long enough to realize the truth that emotions arise and then then dissipate. There is no ability, therefore, to create enough space around the feeling to allow that realization to occur. Emotions are viewed, therefore, as something bad or something that must be gotten rid of as soon as possible.
Once I heard a Buddhist monk speak about how some advanced Buddhist practitioners will purposefully hold a difficult emotion that arises and try to expand it and to work with that energy for the intentional purpose of extracting wisdom information from the emotional energy. They also do a practice called Tonglen with the energy in order to help all sentient beings. Wow; impressive!
Many of us, because of societal conditioning, have been told that strong emotional energy is like poison or is highly undesirable and further that one must repress, suppress, avoid, or run away from or get rid of anger, fear, etc. as soon as possible. And further that we are a sinner!
But eventually, if we progress in our evolution as a human, we begin to see how we can counterbalance an emotion by transforming the energy into it’s opposite or into something else instead–like in my last blog post. For example, we learn to turn anger into compassion instead. Whatever or whoever our anger may be about, even if it is anger that we have toward our own self, it is possible to transform it into compassion for self or others.
So then we first try to get rid of the emotion, run away from it somehow, eventually we progress to learning how to transform the emotion and then finally (and this is where I personally am deep into it), we take emotion “as the spiritual path itself”.Yeah. Heavy.
I’m doing a lot of that lately (just as others are) with the grand cross today, 13 degrees Pluto/Jupiter opposition in Cap/Cancer respectively and then Uranus/Mars in Aries/Libra. Two oppositions and 4 squares–and we’ve all got that activated now! That’ll intensify emotions if anything will. ( I’ve also got a lot of energy aspect-ing communicative Mercury in my personal chart today so I thought this to be a good time to write a little bit about all this.) But getting back to the topic here…
The other day I posted a line on Facebook that sort of speaks to using emotions as the path itself: Fit regular life into spiritual practice, not the other way around.
And speaking of the other way around, when we can use the emotion to create something positive by flipping it around, this leads to really working with the energy–using it in a positive way instead of running from it or stuffing it. This begins the awareness of the emotional causes and triggers and opens the door to a deeper understanding of one’s self and others.
One begins to notice patterns or triggers and begins to understand how past or present conditioning (cause and effect, karma) play into the emotions.
We can almost see emotions as friends because they assist us to relate to ourselves and to the world differently.
We exit the world of duality and separation and begin to see all people have similar motivations. Just as the Embodiment of Compassion, Dalai Lama, always says, we see that all beings are, similar to ourselves, in that they are seeking pleasure and happiness and trying to avoid pain and suffering.
Another benefit is that we don’t feel alone in our emotional thunder storms and we can seek the shelter of viewing them from a higher place–seeing the bigger picture.
We can realize that without emotions there is no spiritual path! Emotions contain spiritual wisdom, knowledge and information.
And this aspect of incorporating emotion into the spiritual path involves looking at the true state of emotion and finding the wisdom there. The spiritual path IS seeing the nature of emotion.
And the emotion gets stronger and stronger as our teachers (if we ignore them) in order to show us the wisdom and knowledge and information contained within the feelings.
The previous blog post (a divination about emotion) was about the stage in which we take that emotion and flip it or transform it. The stage after that one is to really wish to see the emotion for what it has to teach–asking what is this emotion’s wisdom nature?
So we let ourselves feel the emotion knowing it will recede just as abruptly as it arose and we hold still with the feeling and allow a gap between the feeling and our old tendency to react or run (fight or flight). And as the gap forms we can distance ourselves enough to see the psychology of it all, to understand and to do something constructive and positive with it. To change.
That’s all for now! I have psychic reading clients calling soon and this is all the time I have right now. I hope this information helps someone today!
SIX OF WANDS WISDOM FOR WHEN WE ARE HARD ON OURSELVES
We all have things in life that we wish we could improve upon or wish we could do better. We may look back at a recent experience and feel bad about ourselves when we see how we wish we could be versus how we are!
We all know what perfection should look like and then we compare ourselves and see how we have fallen short. How do we handle that? That’s was my thought as I drew a Tarot Card for guidance.
I don’t know why but I always think of the word INITIATION when I see this card. And that makes me think of the book with that title about the Initiations in Egypt–probably soul memories triggered.
[The book: INITIATION by Elizabeth Haich].
We all know that initiations are difficult and sometimes impossible to perfect… its a right of passage… like walking on hot coals or a bed of nails… we’re just supposed to make it through alive and intact, not perfect the state so that we remain in that hot coal or bed of nails state. The focus is on indoctrination and instruction into a state of mind–an awareness creator so-to-speak.
Anyway, sometimes enduring an initiation is in itself the success! Perhaps we aren’t meant to conquer the fire fires but to just get through them without being burned too badly! Maye it’s not so much about controlling the raging river but rather staying on top of it. Maybe it’s not as much about controlling the pool full of crocodiles but just getting through the crock pond alive to reach the other side! Initiations are like that.
Should we feel back about the anxiety and panic that we may feel about being tossed in a crocodile pond?
I think we should feel great about getting ourselves through it any way we can!
The heck with trying to master the crocs–that’s not what it’s about.
Its about keeping one’s head together well enough to survive–that’s the way initiation goes!
The 6 of Wands always brings the message that after the initiation self-confidence will return and other problems or anxieties will be easier than those major initiations, once passed! One feels vindicated but has to give credit to help received along the way–the Divine Assistance.
The wisdom of the 6 of Wands reminds us that life’s initiations are difficult and that we shouldn’t be hard on ourselves— we just need to get ourselves out of the pool of crocodiles and to the other side any way we can–whatever works.
Success is simply getting through the initiation–passing the test, enduring he difficulty and living to tell about it!
The benefits come later.
I don’t know about you but drawing this card and applying it to the “pond full of crocs” type of situation in my life helps me to feel better about it!
Thank you to for Divine Assistance and to the Angels of Tarot for giving me much needed insight and I hope something here is helpful for you too!
The wisdom teachers tell us that this reality, this lifetime is a bardo state just as the state after death is known as bardo—and that bardo states are states of deep uncertainty. Many people live their lives in that state of deep uncertainty while being outof touch with the self as well as, anxious, restless and often paranoid. I don’t think there’s all that much difference between the state after death and our states-of-being while alive; yet, I’ve not much aside from my own intuition to base that on. Anyway, I’ve been thinking how what can be true for people is how we have energies that co-emerge especially in times of crisis—wisdom and confusion arising simultaneously in ways that life presents us with a choice.
There does seem to be a certain clarity and wisdom behind the confusions of life (the dramas) and this is where we can turn to for our guidance moment-by-moment. It is not a contradiction; we can have and do have (if we self-examine our life with honesty) both clarity and confusion arising at the same time. It’s like we have a choice to look deeper for the co-existing wisdom that exists with or right alongside confusion; it’s always there.
I’ve also been thinking about gaps in thinking as being the basis for primordial consciousness or what I’ve heard referred to as sky consciousness—the sky is always there while there can be local weather and dark clouds or even thunder storms; if you go high enough you see there is clear and calm sky above the storms. Within our minds, this clear sky is the god-consciousness or use the word (s) you prefer to describe that clear sky—First Cause, Divine Intelligence, etc. I wrote about that in this week’s newsletter: The essential nature of mind has been called “God” by the Christians and Jews; Hindus call it “the Self”, “Shiva”, “Brahman” and “Vishnu”; Sufi mystics name it “the Hidden Essence”; and Buddhists call it “buddha nature”.
So these gaps in thinking during meditation and the gaps that happen and get even wider during a shock or trauma are opportunities to experience moments of enlightenment if we see them, recognize them.
Oh, my car used to give me those moments, believe it or not! One minute driving along and then suddenly the engine chokes and then surges and then chokes again; a bit shocking! Once it even (due to near zero transmission fluid/leaking without my knowing) went from 70 mph to 5 mph in less than 5 seconds. Well who had time to count seconds?—seemed instantaneous to me. Like some invisible force slamming on the brakes while you were fly along the Interstate Highway! Yeah, talk about giving you pause! Recently I slammed my small toe into furniture resulting in it hanging off to the side of my foot at about a 90 degree angle. Again, talk about slamming on the brakes! Those types of moments when the entire reality seems to change and one holds one’s breath in a way—time standing still because you are a bit shocked by what is happening… those are moments of heightened awareness and a bit of that clear sky manifests in the mind.
First there is a shock and you are a bit paralyzed and that is followed by a moment of deep stillness. It’s like you take a second or two to realize something horribly different from the previous reality has just occurred and then time stands still—any previous state of mind has completely vanished and in that in between state where one reality changes in to totally and drastically different one there is a peace in that transition, a deep relaxation and it can even become a momentary feeling of bliss as everything let’s go. There is something there in that transitional moment when reality suddenly changes in those ways and it’s that primordial sky-type of Presence with the capital P. There comes along with that an acute alertness that the reality isn’t real – the mind becomes totally free, liberated.
Strange as it seems to write about it now, those moments are weirdly comforting. Makes you wonder about people who continually seek those types of moments out—thrill seekers and the like. That’s not me by any means! Nor is there an intention to seek out those kinds of moments. Yet those moments can be really good re-aligners (if that’s even a word) helping us to come back into alignment and fully “present”. Personally, I’m for allowing things of that nature to happen naturally and only if necessary. I’ve been thinking about these types of events and wanted to blog about it. Next time (if there is a next time but certainly the time of death will be that type of time for all of us) my reality changes drastically like that, I’m going to try to hang out in that moment, that gap, intentionally for a bit longer in even more of a state of awareness if possible. The trick, I suppose, if there is one, is to remember to do that in the moment of crisis. Here’s hoping! 🙂
I watched myself cry over the weekend and then the mud settled and the water became clear. In love with synchronicity, I just came across a recent Facebook post with this image and quote that sums it up:
Do you have the patience to wait until your mud settles and the water is clear? Can you remain unmoving until the right action arises by itself? –Lao Tzu
[credit for image and quote to Facebook’s ‘Mystic Path to Cosmic Consciousness’]
It doesn’t matter much what triggered it really; it could be the Scorpio Sun transiting right over my Scorpionic Chiron triggering the conjunction to the neighboring natal Scorpionic Mercury—all not far from the South Node. A good summary is that I took a dive into the depths and everything got muddy; things got stirred up. Family versus Career and old betrayals of trust…. am I betraying myself? A good deal of resentment woven into the tears and feelings of loss were contained in there too … loss of freedom; yeah, all that old stuff. Probably a lot of it is simply emotional debris, mud. I had to sit with it unmoving until I knew what action to take. It took a while.
I will admit crying for hours (off and on) for the same hopeful benefit that all my posts end up here—that some reader will find it helpful. It’s funny how blogs are. When you type them, it’s like you’re talking to yourself; but then you let the cyber world in (based on who stumbles upon the post when) and well… it’s strange, that’s all. But then strange is the story of my life lately.
Take right now. I have meditation music on Pandora on my TV courtesy of my Roku and it’s not loud, nor is it overly soft—enough to be heard without being offensive to the ears. Yet I am also hearing the thudding beat of what sounds like someone hammering my wall and ceiling with a soft rubber mallet. The drumbeat of some neighboring muggle’s stereo music player. Yeah, this I knew I’d face sooner or later. It’s strange because most other times I can pretend I’m here by myself—I try to forget that I live in one rather large house (like a Brownstone) with other people in it. Like I say, strange. And right now it increases my intense desire to be beamed up into the silence of space or to pack up and head back for the silence of the mountain tops.
Anyway, back to mud settling and the water becoming clear. It sometimes does take a while to for the mud to settle and while it does all that it has kicked up seems to need to be cleansed from one’s own heart with one’s own tears. To allow it is the only thing a person can do at those times—or at least for me this is how it must be.
One feels certain energy beforehand—perhaps anger, resentment, disappointment…oh, you name it. It doesn’t matter and you know it’s not… well, you don’t know the cause or the cure. So what I do is just sit and breathe, letting it be what it is—I let it show itself to me. And this requires feeling it and the tears that are part of the experience of sitting and letting the feeling be what it is. I do not hold it and thereby magnify it; I just let it be and I cry until it is cleared.
I did this. I didn’t know I’d cry. I started out feeling frustrated. I sat, and sat and breathed and did not move…. Exactly like the quote above. Then the tears flowed and the heart felt like would burst and more tears and the tears seemed out of line with the earlier frustration – they were – but something needed to be released. There was a lot of mud and I could not see clearly but I cried until it all settled. There were a number of things at the core pushing the feelings forth from their depth—some I can do nothing about. “God, grant me the serenity to accept what I cannot change, change what I can and the wisdom to know the difference.” Yeah, right there at that point is where I was this weekend.
I found one thing at the core that I ‘could’ maybe do something about. I’ve had a loss of freedom in certain areas of my life due to a recent geographical move and if I let it get out of control, it can become highly frustrating. A bit like my house neighbor with the muffled drum beat banging at the corners of my mind as I type. Yet, while typing I still hear the birds chirp as they visit the feeder just outside of the sliding glass door to the right of me and the meditation music to the left of me and my own fingers tapping on the keyboard. I am here now and what is, is. I find the rubber mallet type muffled drum sound unpleasant and the rest acceptable.
Ruling things out is what I had to do through my tears. Just like I cannot control the musical neighbor, I had to sort through what I could do and let the rest go. It was toward the end of the day when I realized one thing troubling me is that I’d lost my ability to be creative and expressive with my work at the drop of the hat with no time-table consideration. Now days I have a time table, a schedule—an actual written schedule! And my life schedule is dependent upon which family members have which days off and what days there is school and school activities—now the action is focused on the Xstian holiday school programs and those practice schedules! These are now all a part of my life. The spontaneity and freedom of being able to work through the night when the spark of energy became inflamed – well, those days are over. I have to be up and atem’ at 6 am, but now with the time change make that 5 am. Nice touch!
Well, that’s the part I cannot control and it goes along with me mourning my old life and trying to get used to the change—include the sound of a rubber mallet on my walls in in the list of what I’m having to get used to! Whatever, it is. It just is as it is. Grand me the serenity to accept….
I realized that one core issue is that I’ve not written or recorded a single word of my intended intuitive astrology class! And while it may be difficult to curb the flow of the creative juices since I have to kick those to the side to meet other obligations with family, I realized that there was one thing that I could do.
When the tears of frustration and resentment and betrayals began to settle as I remained unmoving as the Lao Tzu quote above advocates, I came up with an idea. This originated from the ultimatum that arose as the mud settled. I naturally reached a state of knowing that I could continue to cry or I could through my tears do something, take some action. Through the silence, tears and the hours of unwavering sitting on the meditation cushion, an idea arose.
I realized that if I created a better space for working on the course that I want to offer—that taking this action could help to compensate for the lack of creative freedom that I’d become used to over the past 15 years. No longer is my time my own and while grieving this loss, there is still motivation to help myself despite it. I got busy the next day moving my desk to another part of my living room and in the cubby corner where my desk was, I surrounded myself with my shelves of astrology books and notes.
I’d remembered something author Wayne Dyer mentioned a number of times and each time he did my energy would leap! He said that when he wrote his books that he’d sit down in the middle of an empty room and surround himself with books from other authors and then he’d use intuition to grab the right book in the right moment for the right quote from an author or the right teaching from a teacher. He said that it would all just be right there for him.
I’ve always loved being surrounded by my books—all that wisdom and knowledge being close to me… well, I could happily live in a library and that’s my idea of heaven but of course with many windows and plenty of gardens and wilderness to wander through also. But before I lose my point, let me return to telling you what I did; but let me add that sometime ago the rubber mallet stopped banging. I didn’t notice when it did exactly, but peace has been restored. Thank you!
So, my desk is now closer to the sliding glass door which I like anyway and while I cannot recreate an empty room like Wayne Dyer did (I’ve heard him say that he rents an empty condo for a period of time to write with no distractions) and while I will have the distractions and interruptions of family obligations, I can do my best to create a conducive environment that support my goals in the ways that ‘are’ possible. I can also call to the universe to help me release resentments and forgive betrayals and surrender to what is in the meanwhile.
Anyway, I placed my meditation cushions in the center of the little space and purchased some colorful rugs that remind me of Tibet for some reason. Oh, perhaps I can take a little photo or two to post here…and while it is a small space, I hope to be inspired to use my time there to create the astrology class—the astrology gods willing.
Here… c’mon in and see what the clear waters after the mud settled led me to do…here’s my little space in my one room place for creating an astrology course….
Yeah, so it’s a small space and actually not as small as it looks in the picture. I guess the point is that you can cry just so long and then it seems to me that you’ve got to get up and take whatever action the clarity that is achieved through the release of tears and the mud settling reveals. Wow, that was a long awkward sentence, but I’ll let it stand. One does have to go through the process however. And in my case, I had to demand the space and time to be able to do it. And sometimes it’s very appropriate to do that!
Just for the record, this past weekend the Moon was in Cancer, opposing Pluto—probably pretty emotional energy for anybody. Sensitive types would be affected more profoundly than others. Like I said, it is what it is – grant me the serenity to change what I can and the wisdom to know the difference.
And then if all else fails—there’s always casting a spell which I do turn to once in a while, reminiscent of my wiccan/pagan past lifetime! I still believe in them and have worked a few with the help of the divine energies that support my intentions!
‘Nuff said for now.
I’ve got an hour fifteen before I go pick up my granddaughter from after school singing practice… here’s hoping I make good use!
And as always, I hope this post will help another along the path. I should blog more (note to self)… grant me the wisdom to change what I can, like I said. Om mani padme hum!
Just wanted to end reminding about Scorpio energy—when the Scorpio Sun hits personal planets in Scorpio, deep stuff is going to get triggered I suppose. I didn’t consider that until today (its Monday after the crybaby weekend!) and toss in a Moon opposing Pluto; yeah, that’s the way of things.
I feel much better today—taking that action (wisdom to change what I can) and the rest I’ll continue to accept what I cannot change while hoping my spell will weave a little magic!
This is what I know and also what I keep forgetting and so need to practice! Why do I keep forgetting? How do I keep allowing my… well, what the Buddhist call kleshas to affect me. What are kleshas? Essentially we could say emotions or one definition is “mental states that cloud the mind and manifest in unwholesome action”. In the modern-day world we often hear them called “emotional patterns”. Your patterns! Right? Your customary and habitual emotional responses. Yeah, new ager’s want to deny those or push them away and not deal with them out in the open like this. Here’s what I was writing about in the last blog about my “muggle” klesha. This is from the writing of Lama Zopa Rinposhe; it is expressing what I wrote about–remembering the nature of emptiness and calling upon the praja/wisdom of the prajnaparamita (emptiness). Let’s go right to Rinposhe’s words:
Emptiness is a remedy for the foundation of all delusions—ignorance—so all the other delusions will disappear. The minute one meditates on emptiness, anger for example, will stop. Anger arises when you believe in the false I, false object—all this which does not exist. So when one meditates on emptiness of the self and other objects, there is no foundation for anger. This is the most powerful antidote. But if it arises again, it is because there is no continuation of the meditation; the meditation, the mindfulness, has stopped. The problem is to remember the technique. Once you remember the technique, it always works. When you don’t remember the technique, it is delayed and the delusion, anger and so forth, has already arisen and taken you over. — Lama Zopa
Some of our kleshas can be quite clever and convince us that we are justified and even egg us on to find those descriptive words — the one’s I used in my last blog were… well, there you see? I’m being tested again to go to those words, reproduce them and once again the klesha pattern gets triggered and those old resentments and aversions become alive. When that happens, I’ve taken many steps backwards or the Buddhist would say it is loosing merit.
What I do is use my blog to create space around the klesha and slow it down so that I have an opportunity to analyze it–dissect it, if you will. I heard one lama say it is like creating speed bumps for an speeding out of control car (anger) to slow itself down.
Yeah, it can be like that for us—being overcome by emotions that get triggered from those old patterns. For me it is the muggle who is my blessing because he gives me the opportunity to practice remaining awake and remembering emptiness helps me to diffuse the bomb of my klesha. I can be quite indignant, irate and outraged by other sentient beings who, in my judgment and opinion, disrespect animals and nature. Like with any emotional trigger that any of us experience, the pulse races, the face gets flushed and all those other responses happen but the progress that I’ve made over time is that I am able to catch it sooner and analyze myself and the situation and diffuse the bomb or not let the pattern reach bomb stages in the first place. I let it go much quicker these days.
What helps me is to remember that the muggle in question and his/her actions or attitudes and so forth are simply ignorance, meaning lack of wisdom, knowledge or information. I say this without being above or feeling superior in any way. What evens the playing field in working with that type of klesha is to embrace the knowing that what motivates all sentient beings is that they are seeking happiness and trying to avoid their own suffering.
When I remember this, it helps me very much and then I begin to move my attitude toward compassion for the other, the one I name muggle and also for myself I feel compassion and this helps to transcend the experience, bringing me back to who I truly am.
This is the reason that Buddhism helps me, because of the awareness of mind that it encourages us to have–the practical reality of day-to-day living is acknowledged and the teachings are just as real and practical and grounded.
These are a few thoughts about my last blog and my muggle klesha for the record. Maybe any reader who comes to this could benefit in some way by applying any wisdom found here to their own life–this is the intent.
Is there a difference between lonely and serene? It depends on where you, yourself are coming from. Here are a few thoughts about the different views of life that we could call ‘glamour’ versus simply attending to the moment. Do we age to a point of wisdom or simply age? What about ‘old soul’s’ and where do they fit in to this topic recognizing what serenity is versus loneliness.
Can meditation create a wise old soul within us even if we are chronologically born of a younger generation? Are old souls those who have learned to live in the present moment? Like I said, here are a few thoughts.
Personally, I live from sun-up to sun-down and focus wholeheartedly on whatever is before me within that period. That’s it. And I’m happy this way but I would not expect everyone to understand that or be able to relate to it–and the fact is, most don’t. And that’s okay.
I’ve noticed something about people who call another person an old soul. What they notice about those that they label old soul is a wisdom that comes from being grounded in the moment, a lack of angst or anxiety that comes from grasping, struggling, overwhelming desire for what is outside of self. I’ve noticed when people tend to say that someone, usually of a younger generation, is an old soul it is because there is a serenity, calmness and lack of grasping or clinging to attachments that is visibly present.
The graspers (those who grasp at) and seekers of ‘outer-world-validations’ and materialization-s look at the one they’ve labeled an old soul and misinterpret their persona as loneliness or depression. Really? Seriously? Lonely and Depressed? Not on your life!
Generally speaking, many of the younger generation (younger souls?) don’t seem to be able to relate much to those of my generation (is this age related or some other category?). That is unless the younger individual carries with them the energy of what people refer to as old soul energy.
Those who carry that energy seem to emanate wisdom that perhaps comes because they do not crave anything from the outer world–fame, fortune, glamour or any grass greener scenario. A parent of someone like this who is of a younger generation but yet has ‘old soul’ energy many times become concerned because the child or young adult seems to have no huge external motivation or desires. They believe the child lacks passion or drive and the young soul type parent worries in that way about the old soul type child.
Adults who misinterpret serenity for loneliness perhaps may not have yet reached the golden point in life when one feels as if they have arrived.
Don’t get me wrong; there’s nothing wrong with ambition and passion and drive if that is what that person needs to experience at whatever age he/she is experiencing it, so be it. But just don’t think that others who do not relate to your ambitions are confused, lazy, lonely or anything else that you may like to project upon them.
Getting back to my generation… some of us have, as a result living life itself, reached a place of simple living. Simply living out our day while wholeheartedly focusing on attending to the life in the moment. They/we seem comfortable with some type of inner-knowing that our behind-the-scene-efforts will be appreciated when The Light shines upon them and no longer seek any limelight (stage light) from the outer world.
While younger generations are looking to the outer world for validation and experience, many of my generation are re-aligning once again with the inner spaciousness within the self returning in a way to how it was when we were born into this world.
Either way we look at it… whether an old soul or simply ageing, keeping awareness in the present moment ends the struggles with the outer world and allows moment-to-moment creative awareness. ‘Responsible happens’ meaning ‘able to respond’ because we are not distracted by outer world burning desires.
Your own level of awareness — whether it is centered in inner awareness or whether it is grasping at outer world desires will affect how you answered the question at the bottom of the photo. If you are still grasping and full of overwhelming desires, you may decide the person on the bench on the photo is lonely. Otherwise, you may have seen the person as being serene.
Meditation will help anyone, no matter what the age, to achieve that inner spaciousness which makes one able to respond well (creatively and wisely) to anything that comes into their awareness.
And it is living life in this way in which one is being most true-to-self and most sincere-to-self.
If you agree or disagree, no matter–so are the thoughts that come before me today. May they be worthy and somehow helpful to someone.