I am thinking of the approaching New Year as would not be an unexpected thing to do on the 28th of December. I pulled two tarot cards at random with the intention of receiving some guidance through divination: Nine of Cups and Knight of Wands. What strikes me abut this card combo relates to taking a moment to bask in the light of achievements for the year in review. There are no other humans on this card nor are there any houses or cities within view. There is an aloneness. People throughout the year may have Continue reading
NEW YEAR’S PSYCHIC PREDICTIONS FOR 2016
First the collective and then the individual influences appear below. I’ve separated out the individual influences according to Sun sign. If your date of birth is on the cusp of two signs, read both signs.
UNIVERSAL INFLUENCE (for ALL)
One trend in the psyche of the collective will relate to relating to people of common interests. Technology that supports this collective desire will increase. We may see more “Facebook” or “Twitter” et al types of Internet offerings. The collective as a whole is gravitating toward a time when telepathic communication is more active and being woven into technology. I’ve been seeing in my New Year’s predictions for years now – the human mind and computer mind merging for purposes that extend beyond game technology.
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Personal Tarot Traits – Relating Personal Daily Experiences to a Daily Tarot Card
The 9 of Wands spinning on a spin bike!
[9 of Wands — Nobody else can put me to task if I’ve already learned how to do that for myself.]
“Crank up the resistance… get off the seat and up on the pedals… Dig in! Push, push, push! Drive, drive, drive… think of something you’ve always wanted and pretend all you have to do is to speed up a little bit more and it’s yours… dig, dig, dig! One, two, one two. Now’s a good time to remember why you’re doing this. Fifteen more seconds…. you’re almost there… up and over that hill… give it a little bit more up and over the top… 5, 4, 3, 2 AND ONE! You’re there. Good job, back it down.”
Breathless. A sip of water. Reviewing the effort. How well did I stay on the pace? Did I keep up with the beat of the music? Did I back it off at any point — why? How can I avoid that next time? Thinking about the effort…. another sip of water… keeping the pedals moving… checking my heart rate monitor… remembering the watts and RPM numbers when I glanced down at the monitor and how well I held the RPM’s that I had in mind for that workout.
Nine of Wands! It relates to “keeping the pace”, knowing how to hang-in because of past experiences, yet also about the possibility of being one’s own worst enemy. I’m not competitive with others–never have been really–not in the way athletes can be. I compete against my self, my past performances and my own personal goals and ideals.
Persevering despite set backs is another quality of the 9 of wands energy. I nearly laugh as I typed that line just now–setbacks. I’ve gained weight, lost weight, gained it back and lost it again over this past year. Talk about setbacks! But they were all of my own doing — my own worst enemy. That self-sabotage stuff can relate to this card as it applies to fighting one’s way back from setbacks.
All it takes is two weeks’ off from exercise and you start loosing fitness levels. Oh, how I’ve experience the one throughout my life!
Keyword meanings for this card are these: perseverance and stamina. Sometimes we have to “hold it together” through sheer will and while this is something we are challenged with emotionally often if we can hold tough physically, it helps us to do so emotionally too.
Sometimes in life we have to continue despite fatigue! We push onward no matter how tired we are and the more times in life we do this, the stronger we become. Strength of heart, of will, of mind as well as the physical body are developed in this way — or so has been my experience.
On the bike there are times my legs are screaming and I just have to let them and not resist or fight against the effort that I’m making because if I don’t stay relaxed chances are high that I won’t reach my goal. Determined effort.
This is the card that I pulled yesterday — 9 of Wands. At some point in the 30-minute interval workout all the bikes were filled with riders and I wondered how many of us were competing in some way with the rider either side of them or at least pretending to in order to assist in their workout.
I thought of the other riders yesterday as all those rods surrounding the single human on the card. I don’t mind being surrounded by others in that way and realized that ultimately I ride alone and like it that way.
If you work with tarot, maybe you will think of my spin bike experiences as you consider the card meanings in a reading. I know that I will. I love divination; just sayen’.
PS — I think of spinning as a meditation in learning to keep present, not letting mind drift.
ADDENDUM – WHY AND WHEREFORE’S OF THESE TYPES OF POSTS
In the morning when I first awaken, I let guidance come in and do a waking dream for the day ahead. On one of these occasions recently I received a directive in the form of an idea laced with intensity. “Draw a card at the beginning of the day and reflect on its meaning and then revisit it at day’s end correlating the day’s experiences with the card.” That’s the treasure at the end of the rainbow so-to-speak. Doing so gives insight into the world of divination for the purpose of adding layers or additional traits to the tarot card meaning. This deeper understanding to the cards can be applied for use when doing future readings. It’s like letting Life Itself teach us the cards.
That settles it! Someone emailed me this morning asking me a question that I’ve been considering since last night. Essentially, to bottom-line it, the individual is dealing with certain life challenges which (it sounds like) cause feelings of being alone and disconnected from the rest of the world. I was just reflecting upon this very thing myself last night with my own physical setback here, realizing how lonely it can be (if you let it) when you’re ill or sick. It feels very isolating–especially in my own case in that I could be contagious and purposefully avoid others and don’t blame people who would avoid me. ‘Shoe being on the other foot’, I’ve done the same thing. Someone coughs or sneezes or grabs for a tissue out in public, usually I’m the first one to go the other way.
But then again, this individual asks about deceit or pretending to be ‘normal’ like the others in the world (whatever normal means anyway) because the illness isn’t as obvious as a sneeze or cough. The person finds it easier to tell those white lies or fib a little about things link vocation/career and in all relationships with others feels ‘abnormal’ in the world whilst otherwise there are no outward signs to the contrary. Basically, the person asks me how I feel about this or if it were me how I’d handle it all. But before we go further….
Fair warning: I may ramble or meander being still under the influence of previous days worth of Benedryl and other such antihistamine and decongestant type drugs that my body ingested. Then after being ‘too far gone’ and letting this “head-cold turn spring allergy” get out of hand and grow into a monster with various heads, the busy doctor’s office finally fit me in and AZithromycin (aka Z-pac antibiotics) are now fighting the battle with me. So that’s why–I’m woozy and (until now) too ‘out of it’ to respond to email or sit at a computer in order to even focus long enough to blog or type anything meaningful. But if you hang in through this maybe we can come out the other side with something worth the writing for me and the reading for you.
Again, for clarity’s sake, the individual with the question does not have a physically contagious malady and in fact it is not anything obvious to the casual observer (according to their description), which honestly I imagine to be more difficult than otherwise. Why?
Because all expectations from society or ‘others’ in the world is that there exist in each life those common societal conditions considered to be ‘normal’. But either way, maybe with my own little condition here (temporary one hopes), there’s a little something within me that can qualify me to give an answer or insight, albeit a small one. After all, this is only a week for me whereas for this other individual, likely it’s been a lifelong issue.
But then again… well, wait. Let’s consider it. I think most of us spend our days here trying our best to feel normal and fit in and for the most part we can deceive ourselves into thinking we are. Others seem to accept our explanations of ourselves as we covey those lines that mean, “I’m just like you.” In fact, most of us probably do this more subconsciously than we realize.
I’ve long been aware of how I go ‘to the level of’ the person that I’m communicating with in order to establish a common thread in which to relate. Take, for example, people who have a Virgo-Victim type of work ethic in the world. You know the type. All they talk about is how many long hours they put in and how early they rise in the morning and how crazy their boss is and basically… well, you get the idea. You surely are not going to establish a common ground to relate to them by describing your life as one in which your values are totally different. For example, maybe you’ve learned a few things and one is to work smart and not long or perhaps you’ve inherited a lot of money that changed your previous work ethic Who knows why but let’s say that your life situation is totally different and doesn’t require those long hours. Or maybe you simply aren’t wired to work 14 hour days at Walmart — and I just made that up; not knowing how many hours Walmart employees work in a day. But you get the idea.
So are you being deceitful if your way of life is simply different (for various and sundery reasons) and…. well, here’s an example. Let’s say I used to have a job once upon a time like that one perhaps and so can honestly relate and say, “Whew honey! I hear ya’ sister. Been there done that!” So am in being deceitful? Or maybe I did some work for my own business in which I worked day and night without much rest (like when I created my first website). I was a self-employed task master! (sometimes being your own boss you can be more of a slave-driver than any outside employer). Either way, I can still relate and don’t have to feel dis-connected.
Well, okay. Maybe those are silly examples.
I think it’s more a matter of ‘taking it on’ in a way. In other words, helping the other person feel better about who they are by sort of pretending to meet their standards of how they see normal. It’s like playing their game with them so that they feel okay about who they are and what they’re doing.
Sort of like agreeing with a crazy person–why would you try to convince them that their not if they are? Now it’s true that they would think that it is ‘we’ who are the crazy ones when in fact it is ‘we’ who realize it is them!
Now who is crazy and who isn’t–pretty silly thing to speculate, right?
I don’t know if it’s best to pretend you are similar to others to help them feel okay if it makes you feel ‘not okay’. But then again. Whose to say whose crazy and who isn’t and whose okay and whose not?
The thing is that everybody is really alone with their own stuff and is pretending to be part of the conditioned society. Ever hear that story about the emperor who has no clothes?
Being different — you being the only one willing to admit the emperor guy is naked –can be a lonely place to stand BUT ONLY IF YOU LET IT. And that’s a key.
Got to toss in another one-liner and that’s the saying about feeling lonely in a crowd. I’d pose to the individual who emailed the question about feeling deceitful by pretending to be like the others who can brag or discuss their life because it’s more accepted by consensus society to consider that everybody feels that way at a core level but most people spend the majority of their life trying to ‘fit in’ and be like what the consensus standards dictate. Why do they do it? Not all, of course, but some are afraid to be different or not-accepted.
In the end, we are born alone and we die alone but now we’re here we are with others; yet each of us is unique and different while at the very exact same time, we’re all the same! A Zen riddle or a Paradox.
But most people don’t think about these things–too busy trying to fit in and make their mark or to achieve something to prove they are/were here. Not all, of course, we have others consumed with helping others in some way and doing it going to a selfless level and so they probably never consider these kinds of things. Good on them!
We’re all like that at times too of course. Maybe the thing to consider is that we’re not like all people at all times–we have some similarities to others, always. To find those and to relate to them is not being deceitful unless you believe it is.
Generally, ‘its a pickle’ as the saying goes. And how a person views a thing or an attitude or a life situation is a personal decision. I’ve felt like the outcast in my family and in any career or job I’ve held throughout my entire life and my work with intuition and astrology is fringe as compared to society at large.
I’ve not felt that separation from others so acutely until recently with regard to my health. I’ve been sick before with flu or respiratory symptoms–bronchitis or the flu but never before did I feel as alone or cut-off as this time. It was a different experience and one which has given me moments to pause, thinking toward the end-of-life scenario possibilities that we all face eventually.
What have those moments of pause revealed? One thing that comes to the fore is how precious life is and what a gift it is and the realization of how much of my life I’ve spent resisting the many gifts Life as offered me by worrying about things like the gosh darn bills that come in the mail every month and the monthly rent that’s due!
I’m nearing 68 years old which by today’s standards is still young but when I was a child that was really, really, really old! Anyway, life is more precious to me all the time and a few side trips into isolation from illness enabled me to have a preview of what my end days may be like. And I see how it is a choice.
Isolation (whether forced or imposed) and whether it comes from being the oddball in society in any way — be that way due to illness of any type of different-ness — is a gift really. Those feelings arising from that situation come to us as a catalyst to go within and reflect, resulting in the ability to make a choice as to whether or not we permit them to create a guilty state of being or a lonely state of being. Its a choice.
To the person making the inquiry, I’d add this To consider the fact that we (he/she and I) are aware enough to consider these matters is also a rare gift. And we can use the awareness to create (or ‘be’) an example in the world which is either positive or negative but either way which creates by its very nature “teaching moments” as the saying goes.
No, I don’t mean that we have to ‘spill it’ to people who don’t care or who are strangers. With those folks it’s probably best to play the game (pretend to be who they can most easily accept) in to help them (not ourselves) feel comfortable with interactions.
But to those who we do open up to and do reveal or expose ourselves, we do so and hope to create some awareness in those others or perhaps plant a seed in some way.
Is this making sense? I mean look at a physician, a doctor.. Is it appropriate for him to go around examining people when he’s at a picnic or at the gym doing his workout? The doctor doesn’t reveal himself when it’s not appropriate either. Would it not be the same with anyone else?
I am feeling a bit weary now being that the antibiotic and I are still ‘fighting the good fight’ as the saying goes. And the body is telling me to rest a bit now.
I don’t know if there may be a line here or a word or two here in what I’ve written today that is helpful to the email inquirer or to the casual reader of this blog. I can only hope.
Oh, and one thing that has come from my own recent challenge is that it has create a desire within me to ‘visit the sick’ in some way as a volunteer in the community. Now that I’ve had the personal experiences of how that feels–that loneliness of being sick–which I do not choose to entertain it (choice), it has inspired me to help others who may be feeling this alone feeling which I choose not to forget.
Anyway, I no longer volunteer at the soup kitchen (I lost my place with that when I moved) — this may be a way that I can do a little something on a volunteer basis again and I intend to look into it.
Perhaps, as a suggestion, the one who feels deceitful about their life could find (like me) something to do as a volunteer to help balance out those feelings.
Well, the person did write and asked me how I would handle it or what I would say about his/her “unveiling their true self to others”, using his/her words.
I will end this with the hope that there’s something within this post that you can use for your next step or as at least a partial answer to your question.
Another thought as I conclude, is that in some areas of my life, such as in places within my own control where i can keep a certain illusion of anonymity or where I feel there may be a greater acceptance, I tend to reveal quite a lot. Such as in my classes or in this blog, my website or weekly newsletter. There’s a time and place for everything. One has to ‘read’ the situation, become sensitive, and follow ones intuition about what to say to who and when about one’s identity. I always say the stomach or the ‘gut’ feelings can lead us to knowing when to speak and when to be quiet about ourselves.
I don’t tell every tom-dick-harry or man-on-the-street that I dig Divination, do Tarot, love Mysticism, Buddhism and Hinduism (a few of my interests) and that I do astrology or that I teach about intuition or ‘read’ energy for others. It’s still fairly well Fringe for the most part–I get that. Not everyone is going to understand I’m not in cahoots with “the devil” like one of my own sister’s believes! Also, one does have to maintain a certain sense of humor.
I’ve nearly worn myself out now… I think what helps is to try to remember that we’re all alone with who we are and our divine self, the one within and that nobody is ever going to ever fully understand us anyway–for me there’s a certain freedom in remembering that.
Time to lay the recovering body down a while for now….
Bottom line: All is Well and Exactly as it Should Be!
New Moon times. Could these be times in which the door to the psyche is open for us to enter and redirect our play just a little bit–at least emotionally? And is it a time for us to create and debate and elevate as well as fixate about our emotional nature? New Moon times could be the most important part of our creative nature since it sets the tone for how we interpret the world. Each month the dye is cast so-to-speak by our response to life at the New Moon time. If we could mark the time and be aware of it, we could control the nature of the dye we cast for the upcoming 28’ish to 30-day lunar cycle.
If you happen to know the house that the New Moon is in (for you), you can derive more insight from the vibes but even if you don’t know that information, it’s still beneficial to open to setting a new tone for your emotional responses to life. (If you should happen to know what house 0° Aquarius falls in your natal chart, this will give you an idea for the areas of your life that will be activated and in what life categories the potential for renewal will be natural and beneficial to cast your emotional die for the next 30-day cycle. But even if you do not know which house your 0° Aquarius is located, you can still benefit from simply knowing the sign itself.
So we have a New Moon in Aquarius! This sign rules the 11th house of hopes, dreams and also carries a humanitarian and “friends” as general meaning archetypes. Innovative thinking is part of the Aquarius vibe as well as freedom seeking qualities being a part of this energy. In evolutionary soul astrology, it also links with “the wound” of the past lives.
So in any of those ways we can cast the dye for this next month–changing our emotional responses to life in those areas.
(Again, if you know the house of your natal chart that holds 0° Aquarius, you can factor in that information as well.)
I just had a brilliant idea! (Now that’s the stuff that Aquarius is made of actually–brilliant ideas.) Anyway, why not draw a few tarot cards to add insight to the Aquarius New Moon meaning here? Why not? It’s my blog and I can do what I want!–that last sentence (too) is very ‘Aquarian’ in nature. 🙂
Let me first reiterate that a New Moon relates to heightened sensitivity to a particular energy for the purpose of casting new dye for the purpose of renewing the potential of that part of your psyche. Using emotion to rededicate yourself in some way–that’s another way to say it. We can toss in “desire nature” as well here in that what we desire usually has a rather significant emotional derivative so using that energy to create something new in our lives.
Let me draw two cards now to help us to know more about this month’s New Moon in Aquarius, asking how we can best use this time for our highest benefit and therefore highest benefit of all. I’m going to use the Hanson-Roberts tarot deck for this one; here we go. (By the way, I love the images on this deck and the cards are small and fit nicely in my hands during the shuffle. This is a deck that I used to program meanings from the divinitory method using my own memories.)
I drew THE CHARIOT and QUEEN OF CUPS.
Well, first impression: male image/female image so a hint at balance confirmed by the yin and yang on the Chariot. All those stars on the Chariot card really do remind me of the sign of Aquarius and now the Cup the Queen holds, definitely relates to emotions (cups equal emotion in the tarot system).
The Chariot also speaks of using one’s will, directing one’s energy and being determined; it is also about practice and practice making perfect. Practicing what? The Queen holds that answer–understanding your emotional reactions. Satisfaction comes from practicing using one’s will to understand emotional responses and to keep on that path and exerting control in some way to achieve a goal.
Sometimes we let our emotions spin out of control. Yet, these cards speak of the suggestion that this New Moon cycle the directive is about making it a goal to control emotions so that they do not spin out, causing us to break down, go off our intended path and by failing to maintain our balance and by neglecting to keep the positive/negative pull of our nature (yin/yang) under control.
I think of the Queen of Cups always as it relates to intuition and also empathy/compassion — those energies, too, need to be balanced so that emotions don’t spin out.
The Queen sits by an ocean and this hints, to me, that water can help in our endeavors this month and if there is a goal that you believe you’d like to reach regarding water in any way, this New Moon in Aquarius would support that. Many people feel very “at peace” near water or even in water. Aquarius, after all, is the “water bearer” (despite it being an ‘air’ sign. The Chariot does relate to the Sign of Cancer and Cancer is ruled by the Moon and Moon energy always relates to water.
So on all levels I do get that a message for this New Moon time relates to emotion and the goal of harnessing those in some way that relates to Aquarius energy — friends, hopes, dreams, humanitarian causes, group energy or perhaps it relates to a person with the Sun sign Aquarius with the understanding that the Sun and Moon are neck-in-neck right along side one another at the same degree when there’s a New Moon.
Give it another go here–what I mean is to consider reading this post over again with what your intuition tells you Aquarius means to you! Cast the dye consciously.
Final thought: is there a way that you can balance emotions for a new cause, a new reason in this new lunar phase?
I’ve had better days on the path. Right now the desire is to write about peace. When we remember that present conditions will not last indefinitely, it helps. It surely does.
Peace is a state of perfect balance or still-point of well being in an ever changing world of causes and conditions that are in continual flux.
When we’re at peace, our outlook is positive and clear and our dreams seem as if they are within reach–a level of optimism accompanies it.
Life presents challenges. We get triggered. Disappointments happen. People can be… well, no sense going there, right? Like I said, it wasn’t the best of days and sometimes the best of us have to pick ourselves up, dust ourselves off and climb back up on the horse and keep going. What horse? The horse of mindfulness. I’ll explain in a moment.
I woke this morning with a warning of sorts. You know those moments between sleep and full waking consciousness, right? That’s the point at which I clearly heard (as if I was speaking to myself, as these things typically go)… I was saying to myself, “Don’t let anything anyone says today upset you.” I argued with the voice a bit knowing who I would be seeing later in the day. Then I promptly forgot about it.
I remember it after the fact. It turned out I did start to become upset but went to the studio to finish an art project and then hit the gym to work it out that way. There I was doing chin ups at the YMCA when that OMG moment hit. I remembered the words that I heard that morning! The person I went to see did say some things… suffice it to say, it did take me back a bit.
Then, if that wasn’t enough, I came home later to hear fowl mouthed roommate cursing into the air several times throughout the evening even with my door shut.
Since coming down from the mountain there have been numerous challenges to my previous hermit lifestyle which (let’s face it) I still maintain to some extent to keep my sanity. And I’m gradually learning not to let circumstances overwhelm me. I have been able to respond in a low-key manor while still remaining true to my principles.
Why respond in a low-key manor? because otherwise awareness is lost when drama ensues and without maintaining awareness or mindfulness (by being sucked into someone’s drama or my own past triggers) what happens is that peace flies out the window. And with it those dreams that seemed within reach drift farther away and well-being doesn’t seem so “well”, pardon the pun.
Am I just learning this stuff? No, of course not. Just applying it more consciously when life is more challenging. Like I said, I’ve had better days but the voice this morning was right about not letting it upset me.
You know when I remembered the morning voice? When I was thinking nothing at all because I was using all my might to pull my body up by my arms. I was completely open and in the present moment, much as I was when first waking and like as I am when doing a psychic reading.
I will add one more thing and then will get to sleep (it’s getting late). I realized my physical body reacts to triggers (like to day what other people say shouldn’t upset me–so sayeth the voice) when my emotions and mental faculties seem to be less reactive, the physical body felt like it took a couple of physical ‘hits’. I could separate those out and found it interesting. I don’t think I’ve been aware of it before–the physical body having memory and responding on it’s own apart from mental body and emotional body. The physical body reactions seemed separate and more pronounced.
I always find it awe inspiring that some part of me or some energy of Divine Mind is a step ahead of me, knowing what’s about to happen and wiring back to me particular heads-up guidance.
When I heard a roommate’s foul mouth cursing loudly more than once this evening, I had to smile a little. Remember the ‘morning-voice message’. Okay, good buddy 10-4, message received (good ole’ CB radio talk). Let there be Peace!
“Is it so bad, then, to be misunderstood? Pythagoras was misunderstood, and Socrates, and Jesus, and Luther, and Copernicus, and Galileo, and Newton, and every pure and wise spirit that ever took flesh. To be great is to be misunderstood.”
― Ralph Waldo Emerson, Self Reliance
Relationships! Great teachers! That quote always helps me to feel better at times when I feel mis-judged or mis-understood. I wanted to blog a bit about it and hope in doing so that it helps others who come across this problem themselves. This may be a more common experience among fringe dwellers and those are the type to come across a blog such as this.
Anyway, do we subconsciously ask for these judgments and or set ourselves up for the opinionated wrath of others? I don’t think so. Perhaps a tarot card can help us out here so I pulled one. And by the way what I’ve observed is that those who point the finger at fringe dwellers are those that fear being on the fringe themselves and as so often happens we project our fears onto others.
So the cards we have here to help us understand these types of experiences are one major and one minor arcana card — namely, The Fool and the 3 of Pentacles.
The Fool has no home, no destination, with no possessions. I have to laugh a bit at the cosmic joke here–currently I am without a home that is my own (I share an apartment) and essentially live in one bedroom. I don’t know where I am going to be going (on various waiting lists currently) and well, this last part is partly true. Most of my possessions are in storage and they’re not much at that–I’ve probably paid more in storage rent than the stuff is actually worth! In that way this card describes my life right now–thus, the cosmic joke. But getting back to the point now….
The Fool is fed by what Zen folks would call THE TAO, or the Great Mother or The Divine Intelligence. And I think this is what fringe dwellers who are mis-understood should remember. It’s important.
Others (the one’s who mis-calculate our life and our reasoning and our behaviors) are mere reflections of energy that we sometimes cast in more important roles than they deserve. What I mean there is that we put people in a role many times and then we expect certain behaviors or perhaps a particular loyalty or some such attribute. And then of course, they let us down. People most all of the time do not live up to the expectations we have of the roles that we assign to them in our minds.
And that is a 2-way street of course. It’s the reason we feel misunderstood at the same time the other mis-judges.
The thing is that it is we who are judging our own self, isn’t it? We judge ourselves for not being part of the pack and then we see that reflection.
It is okay not to be part of the pack and this is why I like the quote from Emerson on self-reliance. it is reliance on THE TAO or the GREAT MOTHER or reliance on the DIVINE INTELLIGENCE or DIVINE LOVE.
Not being part of the pack and feeling the pack turn against us (no matter how it comes about–i.e. reflection or not) is helpful in that it turns us back within toward that energy as described–the Divine Love.
Many times we want others to give us that respect, that love and to provide that sense of ‘belonging’ for us that we can only give to ourselves. it is like turning ourselves inside out to find all of that within. We fringe dwellers have done that over and over again, many times. it is part of being on the fringe; only old souls or experienced souls seem to be capable of handling it. I see that observing others who seem to be like myself–that’s why I say so. Reflections? Maybe, but I do observe and correlate and we do carry the collective unconscious within us.
The tarot card of The Fool is all about learning from experience and and knowing that he is one with All That Is–so why worry? The Fool is comfortable being alone and without attachment because of the inner knowledge that there is never any separation whatsoever and as in the the movie, The Matrix when the young adept says, “There is no spoon”, it is the same way with The Fool. Even if there is a fall, even if it hurts a bit, it is just part of the Divine Matrix, an grand illusion.
We are sustained by Life Itself after all and not by the others–they only play out a role of our own making to help us see the truth… there is no spoon, no fringe, no dweller and no others, not ultimately. Conventionally we have to acknowledge the existence of others, the pack, and the world of matter, but ultimately, “there is no spoon”.
It is a gift really to be mis-judged and mis-understood because it is at those times we are being assisted or reminded of ultimate reality. It is not denial, it is enlightenment at least in the moment of the recalled realization.
I love being a psychic and in touch with various forms of divination and the tools of the trade.
PS— i nearly forgot about the 3 of pentacles but then again writing this blog post as I feel misunderstood today is an example of that card’s meaning. I often think of this card as doing work.
Planting seeds, GETTING REAL and that’s writing this blog post today is about for me. Applying your craft.
Many spokes attach to the hub but it is the empty center that turns the wheel, they say. Emptiness has potential–that is associated with the 3 of pentacles as well.
The 3 of pentacles as a person is one who is highly skilled and has deep feelings. This card reminds us to apply our craft, our art to any perceived problem or concern in life.
The Moon is transiting my 12th house right now as I finish up this blog series of Luna through the houses during her monthly jaunt through the zodiac. Compassion, unconditional love, innocence, openness, the hermit, the mystic, the spiritual healer–we rarely hear those archetypes spoken of regarding the 12th. Ominous–that’s instead what you hear about the 12th. The house of Halloween, trick or treat and ‘things that go bump in the night’–the places in our life where things that are freaky, scary, sorrowful, sad, happen. Where we are in isolation, on the edge of the abyss! Confusion, distortion, escapism–those are a few more word associations for this part of life that is ruled by Neptune/Pisces. Jails, prisons, institutions–that too comes through the astrological grapevine about the 12th. The motion of the energy of Neptune and Pisces is inward and on the highest level represents the totality of consciousness, universal mind and the collective unconscious. People who are comfortable here are often though of as crazy and end up being institutionalized in some way, thus the connection with jails, prisons and institutions. The feelings of being alone and cut off; some folks are actually comfortable in that state and relish it, thrive in it. It’s the area of “mind”. Personally, I think we could look at the 12th house in someone’s birth chart and get a feel for what type of “mind” or inner-consciousness the person has—if there is such a thing as a “mind type”. I say that in a very general way since of course there can be more than one sign in a house, intercepted signs, and planets with their aspects. But right now we are talking about the Moon as she transits through the 12th, so better stick to that topic and not wander off as Luna in 12 tends to do. 🙂
Pisces/Neptune’s association with the Universal Mind can lend the 12th the flavor of faith an inspiration–perhaps god-consciousness if you will. The archetype of Neptune/Pisces also correlates with the 3rd eye/pineal gland. There’s hypersensitivity here as Luna moves through the 12th–and since that Neptune/Pisces has no boundaries (the archetype of totality), the Moon here could have a person feeling like a psychic-sponge.
If a person has a highly pronounced Neptune/Pisces signature in the chart or is born with a number of planets in the 12th house and does not understand the energy or perceive the self as a spiritual being then mental illness or psychic distortions can occur.
Pisces/Neptune and 12th house energy relates to addictions–using substances rather than spiritual means in an attempt to reach a transcendent and peaceful state. Nervous breakdowns due to oversensitivity to everything expressing as feelings of being deeply lost, confused and disillusioned. Yet, the sensitivities of the 12th house can engender deep compassion, love, openness, innocence and result in the mystic, the healer, the teacher. One will find it necessary to be hermit like with the sensitivities carried when the 12th is stimulated.
I have 3 planets in my 12th house and currently Jupiter is transiting here along with the Moon. Usually a Moon in the 12th increases all my senses but add Jupiter to the mix which further intensifies and expands everything within it’s reach… adding the sign of Cancer on this cusp and we have some strange tasting emotional tea! Yet the ability to feel unconditional love for self and others is very acute right now.
As I type these words the Moon/Jupiter conjunction is sitting right on my natal Pluto/Saturn conjunction in my 12th house. I do have the feeling of wanting to escape and moments of feeling borderline crazy surge between other moments of seeing how it all is here on Earth for all of us and tears form in my eyes and start to roll down my cheek. The feeling of being a stranger in a strange land are usually part of my psyche but are more acute than usual, more pronounced.
When the Moon transits the 12th, the emotional desire is to recognize that spiritual growth is the main purpose of life and other factors that do not fit into or match that desire tend to fall by the wayside.
The Moon transiting the 12th house causes a person to feel strong psychic undercurrents and the energy of others. Luna, the Queen of Mystery, here in the last house picks up on all subtle energy influences.
There will be a desire within the emotional body to find some way to commune with the deep psyche’, with God if-you-will, and to go deep into the soul. There will be an inner call to withdraw, to escape in some way from the world of others and mundane existence. It will be easy to become psychically overwhelmed.
When the Moon transits the 12th house it is a good time for a retreat, a rest, to be quiet and to figure out what is going on. Examining motivations and emotions and trying to bring into conscious some of what has previously been unconscious.
The 12th house is the house of uncertainty and faith at the time of a lunar transit here faith is a priority because natural uncertainty takes a big emotional hit from the Moon; therefore there is a natural vulnerability to worries, fears, doubts and unavoidable obstacles. Deeply felt anxieties can be triggered by the Moon transiting the 12th but it is also the time when we are most sensitive to the messages from the unconscious or from universal mind (spirit guides, angels, etc.).
The 12th house archetype includes a naked vulnerability but this nakedness and innocence can be a huge source of power–the ego cannot exist well here. The conscious and unconscious mind being as one is where, if it’s going to happen, it’s going to be in the 12th house. Letting to and trusting the divine–having faith–not attempting to control a single thing! That’s the only way to negotiate the 12th house. (And I speak, again, from experience having 3 powerful natal planets aspect-ing my lunar nodes.) Trust me when I speak from firsthand experience about the 12th house.
One benefit of the 12th house is that we can see humor in the chaos if we can just “go with it” without the ego expressing anything. My sister said to me a little while ago as we spoke by phone about some difficulty I am personally experiencing these words: “…it’s all in the mind.” Hearing that from her when I actually teach this stuff–at first i wanted to cry and then after a few moments burst out laughing at the ludicrous reality and non-reality of that little comment. So there’s a little 12th house joke for ya’.
It is also thought that the life-force seems to be a bit diminished in the 12th house; so we may find a weakened immune system when this house is active. It is thought that the body’s natural defenses to bacteria is lowered.
Along with the 4th and the 8th houses, the 12th forms what is called the OCCULT TRIANGLE and favors mysticism and as mentioned psychic sensitivities are acute here: i.e. the claire sisters (clairvoyance, clairaudience, and clairsentience). Moon moving through the 12th house is a good time to meditate and to divine information i.e. to do “readings” and spirit message work.
Sorrow and unhappiness through confinement is an archetype well-known in this house so feelings of entrapment and/or mental bondage can happen if this house is not being negotiated well; those feelings come from ego and the flip side of that coin is spirit. This, too, is the house of ‘hidden enemies’ it is said and this comes from the abuse of drugs or fantasy and then one feels that suicide is the way to escape the difficult feelings that can arise here.
We also hear of the 12th house as being the house of karma–mostly that which is created from the conflict between ‘my will’ versus ‘Divine Will’; thus we also hear that the 12th house is the house of ‘surrender’ or letting go’.
Moon in the 12th adds to the intense fluctuation of emotion and a person feeling the effects of the Moon moving through their 12th house can feel lost, vulnerable and unsupported. This may, of course, be real or it may be imaginary and it relates usually to family since the Moon rules Cancer and the 4th house of the ‘home’ and ‘family’. So what is the answer to these feelings? Well, the opposite of Moon is Saturn which relates to boundaries and there must be a willingness to let go of people, even family.
Personally, I find that to balance out my 12th house which contains Cancer with Leo is to turn to the polarity–6th house and Capricorn with Aquarius. Often times, for me, that means writing–such as writing this blog post today!
Jupiter will remain in my 12th intensifying and expanding all my 12th house natal energy, so as for me Luna’s exit tomorrow morning will not be the end of it for me, but perhaps the emotional aspect will decline a bit. Jupiter hangs out in my 12th house until next summer — what with its retrograde business and all that jazz. They said Jupiter is the planet of luck, good fortune and I’m ready for some (more) of that! 🙂 Meanwhile, counting blessings, feeling grateful in all ways that I can and yep–work and boundaries! Writing always helps and one of my natal 12th house planets is transiting my 3rd right now–writing therapy but always with humanitarian flare is how it goes for me.
( By the way sister, if you are reading this, when Jupiter entered my 12th house is when we became roommates. )
And I offer this to others with a loaded 12th house (like myself) where Jupiter may also be transiting with the Moon today. Or for anyone who may find this post on the search engines in an effort to understand the Moon, the 12th house and Lunar Transits, especially when the Moon moves through the 12th house!
May something here help you with self-understanding. Amen!
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