I am thinking of the approaching New Year as would not be an unexpected thing to do on the 28th of December. I pulled two tarot cards at random with the intention of receiving some guidance through divination: Nine of Cups and Knight of Wands. What strikes me abut this card combo relates to taking a moment to bask in the light of achievements for the year in review. There are no other humans on this card nor are there any houses or cities within view. There is an aloneness. People throughout the year may have Continue reading
NEW YEAR’S PSYCHIC PREDICTIONS FOR 2016
First the collective and then the individual influences appear below. I’ve separated out the individual influences according to Sun sign. If your date of birth is on the cusp of two signs, read both signs.
UNIVERSAL INFLUENCE (for ALL)
One trend in the psyche of the collective will relate to relating to people of common interests. Technology that supports this collective desire will increase. We may see more “Facebook” or “Twitter” et al types of Internet offerings. The collective as a whole is gravitating toward a time when telepathic communication is more active and being woven into technology. I’ve been seeing in my New Year’s predictions for years now – the human mind and computer mind merging for purposes that extend beyond game technology.
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Personal Tarot Traits – Relating Personal Daily Experiences to a Daily Tarot Card
The 9 of Wands spinning on a spin bike!
[9 of Wands — Nobody else can put me to task if I’ve already learned how to do that for myself.]
“Crank up the resistance… get off the seat and up on the pedals… Dig in! Push, push, push! Drive, drive, drive… think of something you’ve always wanted and pretend all you have to do is to speed up a little bit more and it’s yours… dig, dig, dig! One, two, one two. Now’s a good time to remember why you’re doing this. Fifteen more seconds…. you’re almost there… up and over that hill… give it a little bit more up and over the top… 5, 4, 3, 2 AND ONE! You’re there. Good job, back it down.”
Breathless. A sip of water. Reviewing the effort. How well did I stay on the pace? Did I keep up with the beat of the music? Did I back it off at any point — why? How can I avoid that next time? Thinking about the effort…. another sip of water… keeping the pedals moving… checking my heart rate monitor… remembering the watts and RPM numbers when I glanced down at the monitor and how well I held the RPM’s that I had in mind for that workout.
Nine of Wands! It relates to “keeping the pace”, knowing how to hang-in because of past experiences, yet also about the possibility of being one’s own worst enemy. I’m not competitive with others–never have been really–not in the way athletes can be. I compete against my self, my past performances and my own personal goals and ideals.
Persevering despite set backs is another quality of the 9 of wands energy. I nearly laugh as I typed that line just now–setbacks. I’ve gained weight, lost weight, gained it back and lost it again over this past year. Talk about setbacks! But they were all of my own doing — my own worst enemy. That self-sabotage stuff can relate to this card as it applies to fighting one’s way back from setbacks.
All it takes is two weeks’ off from exercise and you start loosing fitness levels. Oh, how I’ve experience the one throughout my life!
Keyword meanings for this card are these: perseverance and stamina. Sometimes we have to “hold it together” through sheer will and while this is something we are challenged with emotionally often if we can hold tough physically, it helps us to do so emotionally too.
Sometimes in life we have to continue despite fatigue! We push onward no matter how tired we are and the more times in life we do this, the stronger we become. Strength of heart, of will, of mind as well as the physical body are developed in this way — or so has been my experience.
On the bike there are times my legs are screaming and I just have to let them and not resist or fight against the effort that I’m making because if I don’t stay relaxed chances are high that I won’t reach my goal. Determined effort.
This is the card that I pulled yesterday — 9 of Wands. At some point in the 30-minute interval workout all the bikes were filled with riders and I wondered how many of us were competing in some way with the rider either side of them or at least pretending to in order to assist in their workout.
I thought of the other riders yesterday as all those rods surrounding the single human on the card. I don’t mind being surrounded by others in that way and realized that ultimately I ride alone and like it that way.
If you work with tarot, maybe you will think of my spin bike experiences as you consider the card meanings in a reading. I know that I will. I love divination; just sayen’.
PS — I think of spinning as a meditation in learning to keep present, not letting mind drift.
ADDENDUM – WHY AND WHEREFORE’S OF THESE TYPES OF POSTS
In the morning when I first awaken, I let guidance come in and do a waking dream for the day ahead. On one of these occasions recently I received a directive in the form of an idea laced with intensity. “Draw a card at the beginning of the day and reflect on its meaning and then revisit it at day’s end correlating the day’s experiences with the card.” That’s the treasure at the end of the rainbow so-to-speak. Doing so gives insight into the world of divination for the purpose of adding layers or additional traits to the tarot card meaning. This deeper understanding to the cards can be applied for use when doing future readings. It’s like letting Life Itself teach us the cards.
Personal Tarot Traits – Relating Personal Daily Experiences to a Daily Tarot Card
If I’ve read it once, it’s been the same number of times that match the number of tarot books on my shelf. Most all authors mention pulling a card a day to learn about the cards. The other morning during my usual wake up routine (no longer hit the floor running like in the good ole’ days) when I let guidance come in and do a waking dream for the day ahead… well, there was a directive in the form of an idea laced with intensity. Draw a card at the beginning of the day and reflect on its meaning and then revisit the day-card combo at day’s end. That’s the treasure at the end of the rainbow so-to-speak. It gives insight into the that world of divination for adding layers or additional traits applying meanings and deeper understanding to the cards, all of which can be drawn from those layers when doing future readings.
Let your personal life teach you the cards! So that’s what this post is all about.
I have three days /slash/ tarot cards to begin this journey with. Will I be able to make posts like this daily or regularly? (my inner question as I type) The answer: time will tell. But no time like the present as they say so let’s get going with what we’ve already got!
May 13, 2015: Judgment
The highlight of that day that relates to this card is one in which I assumed how something in my life would likely play out and I was wrong. One could say “judged” wrongly how something would likely turn out. It regarded a work out and if you are someone who regularly exercises, you know how this goes. There are times when you feel like you maybe shouldn’t work out–you feel tired or think that you will not do very well. But you drag yourself to the gym anyway or if you are a runner/jogger, you lace up your shoes and head out the door anyhow. Right? And then it turns out that you end up having the best workout than you’ve had in months! That’s my personal tarot trait for the Judgment Card. This card is about being “called” to “restructure” the “self”. And it was a day when several personal best were achieved with my exercise goals when beforehand I almost skipped the gym because I thought I was too tired. The end of a plateau was reached and everything got kicked up a few notches. Next time I draw this card in a reading, I will consider this experience in my card interpretation.
May 14, 2015: King of Cups
The highlight of that day was my musically inclined grandson! This card does often represent a male energy and also water or emotion. One divinatory meaning relates to a fondness for the arts! My grandson sings in the honors choir, sings on stage in high school plays, plays saxophone in the marching band and that night was featured in an oboe solo (an oboe which he taught himself how to play by the way). It was the day of the in the spring concert on May 14, 2015. I will think of a sensitive and artistic male and my grandson anytime I pull this card in the future. The concern in which he played a solo oboe part was a huge highlight of that day! The King of Cups represents ambitious male energy and this another quality of my grandson.
May 15, 2015: 7 of Cups
On this day—a pleasant surprise occurred as highlight of the day! My daughter tied up a loose end for me. She cleaned out the remaining items of my storage unit, moving them into her own which we planned to share. She saved me the efforts which was such a nice thing for her to do for me–an unexpected pleasantry! Whenever I see this card, the first thought is this: anything is possible. The 7 of cups also relates to the truth that the outer world is a reflection of the inner world. I’d had cleaning out that storage unit and getting my stuff into hers for recent days and then it gets done and I didn’t lift a finger while I did imagine or visualize it. I will be sure to add “things that come unexpectedly” as a trait for this card next time it comes up in a reading. My daughter was a the gym and I was on my way there when she called and said, “I have a gift for you on the front seat of my car.” And when I saw the lock to my unit there, I knew exactly what she had done!
Lately under intuitive guidance when doing a reading, I’ve watched myself add a step to my preparation. Three tarot cards–one for the issue and two for the guidance. Usually, I have guidance ready to go already prepared before I get the client on the phone that comes through my meditation time beforehand. But I’ve gone to adding another step lately–who knows why. Its just something I’ve been doing.
I felt like writing a blog post today and usually I have some topic in mind based on some recent life experience. Today, that corner of my consciousness is empty; so I thought to draw those 3 cards to just manifest a topic or be inspired about something to write.
KNIGHT OF SWORDS is the topic/issue/concern and the TWO OF SWORDS and ACE OF CUPS give the insight/advice/guidance. Ready? Go!
A Knight of Swords topic involves change that comes from action. Did you ever have times in life when you had to do “something” and sometimes we will say the phrase that comes from the desire to just get things moving. And so we may something to a friend that goes something like this, “Look; I can’t just do nothing–I’ve go do ‘something’ even if it’s wrong!”
Initiating something just to get the ball rolling. Suddenly what comes to mind is those pawn shop TV shows where they negotiate over the price of an item for sale or an auction–someone’s got to start the bidding.
The Knight of Swords represents a time when one takes action and perhaps begins the communication, the dialogue ensues–that is what (my intuition has decided) the issue is that this blog will address.
It takes courage to make the first bid at an auction or begin a difficult conversation with someone or… just had an image of someone who has something like agoraphobia which is that fear of going outside of the house. Just initiating that first step takes great courage.
What added advice or guidance can we derive from the other two cards? (The Two of Swords and Ace of Cups)
Two of Swords reminds us of something. We’ve got to open the heart to the process and look directly at anything that may cause us fear. Take the blinders off and open the heart is what the Two of cups tells us. So many times we let our minds run wild with imaginings of what could happen, projecting into future with a good many “what if’s” which keep us trapped.
Personally, with fears I’ve found the best way is to invite them in for tea and cookies–meaning this. I run through the worse case scenario– what’s the worst that can happen? Here is a good place to recommend “The Work” which is a system of challenging one’s thought which is a whole program of awareness based on ancient teachings and coined by Byron Katie. I suggest to Google the name/term if you’re not familiar and want to know more. Basically, challenge the fears, listen to the wisdom of the heart and don’t let fears inhibit your decisiveness.
Ace of Cups echoes this sentiment, nearly validating my interpretation of the other card. The deck I use the most (Herbal Tarot) pictures a lotus flower, a cup overflowing with light held by a hand in the clouds with the dove of peace nearby and all these symbols speak to me about finding the peace of spirit through devotion in some way. One may ask what devotionals such an individual who has such concerns or issues described by the Knight of Swords subscribes. Where is there any level of devotion that one can draw from? Some are devoted to their spirituality, their family, their own self-improvement but we all have some level of devotion. If we don’t the guidance is to find that something that you’re devoted to and use that to help with courage and decisiveness, keeping in mind that we all have help available from… well, what’s the usual expression people use? Help from above is how most would say it. So one can draw upon that.
Big decisions are difficult but small one’s are not. And sometimes just taking one step or making one small decision to get things started (with the understanding that it doesn’t have to be permanent) is what frees up the energy enough to brings new ideas. And it strengthens faith in the universe as a good place to be and of course enhances self-trust as well.
Just sayen: I’m a psychic and of course I love divination! Just had to go there just now. Anyway…
So take that first step out your door or initiate the communication or action!
That settles it! Someone emailed me this morning asking me a question that I’ve been considering since last night. Essentially, to bottom-line it, the individual is dealing with certain life challenges which (it sounds like) cause feelings of being alone and disconnected from the rest of the world. I was just reflecting upon this very thing myself last night with my own physical setback here, realizing how lonely it can be (if you let it) when you’re ill or sick. It feels very isolating–especially in my own case in that I could be contagious and purposefully avoid others and don’t blame people who would avoid me. ‘Shoe being on the other foot’, I’ve done the same thing. Someone coughs or sneezes or grabs for a tissue out in public, usually I’m the first one to go the other way.
But then again, this individual asks about deceit or pretending to be ‘normal’ like the others in the world (whatever normal means anyway) because the illness isn’t as obvious as a sneeze or cough. The person finds it easier to tell those white lies or fib a little about things link vocation/career and in all relationships with others feels ‘abnormal’ in the world whilst otherwise there are no outward signs to the contrary. Basically, the person asks me how I feel about this or if it were me how I’d handle it all. But before we go further….
Fair warning: I may ramble or meander being still under the influence of previous days worth of Benedryl and other such antihistamine and decongestant type drugs that my body ingested. Then after being ‘too far gone’ and letting this “head-cold turn spring allergy” get out of hand and grow into a monster with various heads, the busy doctor’s office finally fit me in and AZithromycin (aka Z-pac antibiotics) are now fighting the battle with me. So that’s why–I’m woozy and (until now) too ‘out of it’ to respond to email or sit at a computer in order to even focus long enough to blog or type anything meaningful. But if you hang in through this maybe we can come out the other side with something worth the writing for me and the reading for you.
Again, for clarity’s sake, the individual with the question does not have a physically contagious malady and in fact it is not anything obvious to the casual observer (according to their description), which honestly I imagine to be more difficult than otherwise. Why?
Because all expectations from society or ‘others’ in the world is that there exist in each life those common societal conditions considered to be ‘normal’. But either way, maybe with my own little condition here (temporary one hopes), there’s a little something within me that can qualify me to give an answer or insight, albeit a small one. After all, this is only a week for me whereas for this other individual, likely it’s been a lifelong issue.
But then again… well, wait. Let’s consider it. I think most of us spend our days here trying our best to feel normal and fit in and for the most part we can deceive ourselves into thinking we are. Others seem to accept our explanations of ourselves as we covey those lines that mean, “I’m just like you.” In fact, most of us probably do this more subconsciously than we realize.
I’ve long been aware of how I go ‘to the level of’ the person that I’m communicating with in order to establish a common thread in which to relate. Take, for example, people who have a Virgo-Victim type of work ethic in the world. You know the type. All they talk about is how many long hours they put in and how early they rise in the morning and how crazy their boss is and basically… well, you get the idea. You surely are not going to establish a common ground to relate to them by describing your life as one in which your values are totally different. For example, maybe you’ve learned a few things and one is to work smart and not long or perhaps you’ve inherited a lot of money that changed your previous work ethic Who knows why but let’s say that your life situation is totally different and doesn’t require those long hours. Or maybe you simply aren’t wired to work 14 hour days at Walmart — and I just made that up; not knowing how many hours Walmart employees work in a day. But you get the idea.
So are you being deceitful if your way of life is simply different (for various and sundery reasons) and…. well, here’s an example. Let’s say I used to have a job once upon a time like that one perhaps and so can honestly relate and say, “Whew honey! I hear ya’ sister. Been there done that!” So am in being deceitful? Or maybe I did some work for my own business in which I worked day and night without much rest (like when I created my first website). I was a self-employed task master! (sometimes being your own boss you can be more of a slave-driver than any outside employer). Either way, I can still relate and don’t have to feel dis-connected.
Well, okay. Maybe those are silly examples.
I think it’s more a matter of ‘taking it on’ in a way. In other words, helping the other person feel better about who they are by sort of pretending to meet their standards of how they see normal. It’s like playing their game with them so that they feel okay about who they are and what they’re doing.
Sort of like agreeing with a crazy person–why would you try to convince them that their not if they are? Now it’s true that they would think that it is ‘we’ who are the crazy ones when in fact it is ‘we’ who realize it is them!
Now who is crazy and who isn’t–pretty silly thing to speculate, right?
I don’t know if it’s best to pretend you are similar to others to help them feel okay if it makes you feel ‘not okay’. But then again. Whose to say whose crazy and who isn’t and whose okay and whose not?
The thing is that everybody is really alone with their own stuff and is pretending to be part of the conditioned society. Ever hear that story about the emperor who has no clothes?
Being different — you being the only one willing to admit the emperor guy is naked –can be a lonely place to stand BUT ONLY IF YOU LET IT. And that’s a key.
Got to toss in another one-liner and that’s the saying about feeling lonely in a crowd. I’d pose to the individual who emailed the question about feeling deceitful by pretending to be like the others who can brag or discuss their life because it’s more accepted by consensus society to consider that everybody feels that way at a core level but most people spend the majority of their life trying to ‘fit in’ and be like what the consensus standards dictate. Why do they do it? Not all, of course, but some are afraid to be different or not-accepted.
In the end, we are born alone and we die alone but now we’re here we are with others; yet each of us is unique and different while at the very exact same time, we’re all the same! A Zen riddle or a Paradox.
But most people don’t think about these things–too busy trying to fit in and make their mark or to achieve something to prove they are/were here. Not all, of course, we have others consumed with helping others in some way and doing it going to a selfless level and so they probably never consider these kinds of things. Good on them!
We’re all like that at times too of course. Maybe the thing to consider is that we’re not like all people at all times–we have some similarities to others, always. To find those and to relate to them is not being deceitful unless you believe it is.
Generally, ‘its a pickle’ as the saying goes. And how a person views a thing or an attitude or a life situation is a personal decision. I’ve felt like the outcast in my family and in any career or job I’ve held throughout my entire life and my work with intuition and astrology is fringe as compared to society at large.
I’ve not felt that separation from others so acutely until recently with regard to my health. I’ve been sick before with flu or respiratory symptoms–bronchitis or the flu but never before did I feel as alone or cut-off as this time. It was a different experience and one which has given me moments to pause, thinking toward the end-of-life scenario possibilities that we all face eventually.
What have those moments of pause revealed? One thing that comes to the fore is how precious life is and what a gift it is and the realization of how much of my life I’ve spent resisting the many gifts Life as offered me by worrying about things like the gosh darn bills that come in the mail every month and the monthly rent that’s due!
I’m nearing 68 years old which by today’s standards is still young but when I was a child that was really, really, really old! Anyway, life is more precious to me all the time and a few side trips into isolation from illness enabled me to have a preview of what my end days may be like. And I see how it is a choice.
Isolation (whether forced or imposed) and whether it comes from being the oddball in society in any way — be that way due to illness of any type of different-ness — is a gift really. Those feelings arising from that situation come to us as a catalyst to go within and reflect, resulting in the ability to make a choice as to whether or not we permit them to create a guilty state of being or a lonely state of being. Its a choice.
To the person making the inquiry, I’d add this To consider the fact that we (he/she and I) are aware enough to consider these matters is also a rare gift. And we can use the awareness to create (or ‘be’) an example in the world which is either positive or negative but either way which creates by its very nature “teaching moments” as the saying goes.
No, I don’t mean that we have to ‘spill it’ to people who don’t care or who are strangers. With those folks it’s probably best to play the game (pretend to be who they can most easily accept) in to help them (not ourselves) feel comfortable with interactions.
But to those who we do open up to and do reveal or expose ourselves, we do so and hope to create some awareness in those others or perhaps plant a seed in some way.
Is this making sense? I mean look at a physician, a doctor.. Is it appropriate for him to go around examining people when he’s at a picnic or at the gym doing his workout? The doctor doesn’t reveal himself when it’s not appropriate either. Would it not be the same with anyone else?
I am feeling a bit weary now being that the antibiotic and I are still ‘fighting the good fight’ as the saying goes. And the body is telling me to rest a bit now.
I don’t know if there may be a line here or a word or two here in what I’ve written today that is helpful to the email inquirer or to the casual reader of this blog. I can only hope.
Oh, and one thing that has come from my own recent challenge is that it has create a desire within me to ‘visit the sick’ in some way as a volunteer in the community. Now that I’ve had the personal experiences of how that feels–that loneliness of being sick–which I do not choose to entertain it (choice), it has inspired me to help others who may be feeling this alone feeling which I choose not to forget.
Anyway, I no longer volunteer at the soup kitchen (I lost my place with that when I moved) — this may be a way that I can do a little something on a volunteer basis again and I intend to look into it.
Perhaps, as a suggestion, the one who feels deceitful about their life could find (like me) something to do as a volunteer to help balance out those feelings.
Well, the person did write and asked me how I would handle it or what I would say about his/her “unveiling their true self to others”, using his/her words.
I will end this with the hope that there’s something within this post that you can use for your next step or as at least a partial answer to your question.
Another thought as I conclude, is that in some areas of my life, such as in places within my own control where i can keep a certain illusion of anonymity or where I feel there may be a greater acceptance, I tend to reveal quite a lot. Such as in my classes or in this blog, my website or weekly newsletter. There’s a time and place for everything. One has to ‘read’ the situation, become sensitive, and follow ones intuition about what to say to who and when about one’s identity. I always say the stomach or the ‘gut’ feelings can lead us to knowing when to speak and when to be quiet about ourselves.
I don’t tell every tom-dick-harry or man-on-the-street that I dig Divination, do Tarot, love Mysticism, Buddhism and Hinduism (a few of my interests) and that I do astrology or that I teach about intuition or ‘read’ energy for others. It’s still fairly well Fringe for the most part–I get that. Not everyone is going to understand I’m not in cahoots with “the devil” like one of my own sister’s believes! Also, one does have to maintain a certain sense of humor.
I’ve nearly worn myself out now… I think what helps is to try to remember that we’re all alone with who we are and our divine self, the one within and that nobody is ever going to ever fully understand us anyway–for me there’s a certain freedom in remembering that.
Time to lay the recovering body down a while for now….
Bottom line: All is Well and Exactly as it Should Be!
Patterns of Thought, Neurons, Psychic Development and Spiritual Evolution
How do all those things relate? Patterns that I’m referring to have to do with what sometime’s I’ve heard called “gossipy neurons” or “ground consciousness” — either way, karmic repetition. I really appreciate how the Dalai Lama of Tibet has joined Buddhists theory with scientific theory to understand the mind and how it works.
So patterns of thought and neurons that react to stimuli (see What the Bleep Do we Know?) — gossipy neurons! I love that image of neurons gossiping and we could then see how and why the work of Byron Katie has been helpful to so many–i.e. question that thought and who would you be without it?
Neurons gossip — stimulus happens (some life event or experience) and then old dialogue begins accompanied by old pictures.
In my work as a psychic I’ve learned how to listen to observe to create a space for information to come through and I can’t have any neurons gossiping in the background when i do this. I think meditation and working in those areas with the mind enables one to recognize when ground or karmic consciousness takes over or said another way, when the neurons start gossiping and firing and kicking up those old connections.
When we notice those neurons gossiping we can become aware and break those old patterned connections through intention–creating a new pathway, one that includes compassion and love instead.
I often point out how psychic development (I offer an Online Course) is an aid to our personal spiritual evolution. This is yet another example! Awareness rocks!
New Moon times. Could these be times in which the door to the psyche is open for us to enter and redirect our play just a little bit–at least emotionally? And is it a time for us to create and debate and elevate as well as fixate about our emotional nature? New Moon times could be the most important part of our creative nature since it sets the tone for how we interpret the world. Each month the dye is cast so-to-speak by our response to life at the New Moon time. If we could mark the time and be aware of it, we could control the nature of the dye we cast for the upcoming 28’ish to 30-day lunar cycle.
If you happen to know the house that the New Moon is in (for you), you can derive more insight from the vibes but even if you don’t know that information, it’s still beneficial to open to setting a new tone for your emotional responses to life. (If you should happen to know what house 0° Aquarius falls in your natal chart, this will give you an idea for the areas of your life that will be activated and in what life categories the potential for renewal will be natural and beneficial to cast your emotional die for the next 30-day cycle. But even if you do not know which house your 0° Aquarius is located, you can still benefit from simply knowing the sign itself.
So we have a New Moon in Aquarius! This sign rules the 11th house of hopes, dreams and also carries a humanitarian and “friends” as general meaning archetypes. Innovative thinking is part of the Aquarius vibe as well as freedom seeking qualities being a part of this energy. In evolutionary soul astrology, it also links with “the wound” of the past lives.
So in any of those ways we can cast the dye for this next month–changing our emotional responses to life in those areas.
(Again, if you know the house of your natal chart that holds 0° Aquarius, you can factor in that information as well.)
I just had a brilliant idea! (Now that’s the stuff that Aquarius is made of actually–brilliant ideas.) Anyway, why not draw a few tarot cards to add insight to the Aquarius New Moon meaning here? Why not? It’s my blog and I can do what I want!–that last sentence (too) is very ‘Aquarian’ in nature. 🙂
Let me first reiterate that a New Moon relates to heightened sensitivity to a particular energy for the purpose of casting new dye for the purpose of renewing the potential of that part of your psyche. Using emotion to rededicate yourself in some way–that’s another way to say it. We can toss in “desire nature” as well here in that what we desire usually has a rather significant emotional derivative so using that energy to create something new in our lives.
Let me draw two cards now to help us to know more about this month’s New Moon in Aquarius, asking how we can best use this time for our highest benefit and therefore highest benefit of all. I’m going to use the Hanson-Roberts tarot deck for this one; here we go. (By the way, I love the images on this deck and the cards are small and fit nicely in my hands during the shuffle. This is a deck that I used to program meanings from the divinitory method using my own memories.)
I drew THE CHARIOT and QUEEN OF CUPS.
Well, first impression: male image/female image so a hint at balance confirmed by the yin and yang on the Chariot. All those stars on the Chariot card really do remind me of the sign of Aquarius and now the Cup the Queen holds, definitely relates to emotions (cups equal emotion in the tarot system).
The Chariot also speaks of using one’s will, directing one’s energy and being determined; it is also about practice and practice making perfect. Practicing what? The Queen holds that answer–understanding your emotional reactions. Satisfaction comes from practicing using one’s will to understand emotional responses and to keep on that path and exerting control in some way to achieve a goal.
Sometimes we let our emotions spin out of control. Yet, these cards speak of the suggestion that this New Moon cycle the directive is about making it a goal to control emotions so that they do not spin out, causing us to break down, go off our intended path and by failing to maintain our balance and by neglecting to keep the positive/negative pull of our nature (yin/yang) under control.
I think of the Queen of Cups always as it relates to intuition and also empathy/compassion — those energies, too, need to be balanced so that emotions don’t spin out.
The Queen sits by an ocean and this hints, to me, that water can help in our endeavors this month and if there is a goal that you believe you’d like to reach regarding water in any way, this New Moon in Aquarius would support that. Many people feel very “at peace” near water or even in water. Aquarius, after all, is the “water bearer” (despite it being an ‘air’ sign. The Chariot does relate to the Sign of Cancer and Cancer is ruled by the Moon and Moon energy always relates to water.
So on all levels I do get that a message for this New Moon time relates to emotion and the goal of harnessing those in some way that relates to Aquarius energy — friends, hopes, dreams, humanitarian causes, group energy or perhaps it relates to a person with the Sun sign Aquarius with the understanding that the Sun and Moon are neck-in-neck right along side one another at the same degree when there’s a New Moon.
Give it another go here–what I mean is to consider reading this post over again with what your intuition tells you Aquarius means to you! Cast the dye consciously.
Final thought: is there a way that you can balance emotions for a new cause, a new reason in this new lunar phase?